KenNiuM blog

i am not dead!

2009-06-07T04:10:00.000+08:00

i am not dead!

haha who still visit this anyways

seafood feast...

2008-12-21T22:04:00.001+08:00

omg omg omg.. today just had a seafood feast...

itss like 6mth in china nva touch seafood at all..

cause its freakin' rare and expensive there..

come back till now den got chance to eat marvalous crab :)

wheee...

tang yuan..

2008-12-21T17:30:00.001+08:00

I have eaten my tang yuan...

Have you?

Sock And Awe!!

2008-12-19T14:15:00.003+08:00

Don't you think this is cool?

Hey! I think i am better at throwing shoes than Iraqis!

lets try...

http://sockandawe.com/

In just days, a game is made... woot...!~

sleeping problem...,

2008-12-18T04:07:00.002+08:00

I am not sure why many youngsters have this problem...

Insomia...

maybe it applies to females only..

i personally have no problem.. infact..

i sleep the instant i lie on my bed :)

but still for people like my sister...

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/health/skip-the-sleeping-pills-these-6-all-natural-herbs-can-ease-your-insomnia-324274/

here is something for you...

please dun take sleeping pills anymore..

it harms you...

Chrome

2008-12-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

I have been waiting for this...

Chrome is out of beta...

tried it for the first time... ANDD..

ITS GODLY...

seriously.. the speed is faster...

most importantly.. it uses less RAM.. haha..

very important for speed monsters like me..

who open many many programs and tabs at one go...

SOOO.. USE IT NOW!!

totally own IE.. firefox has a chance to fight back...

till den.. i am using chrome..

Opera sux.. and gab is using it x.x

unintalled it the minute i tried...

cause they dint ask me if i wanted to import my bookmarks..!

LOL~ so i am pissed with it and unintalled..

and it took more RAM den firefox x.x

iphone and ipod touch...,

2008-12-12T21:12:00.004+08:00

this is a trend that i feel that has been going on...
the iphone...
alot of non-users out there saying the phone sux..
i donno why but there is this in us denying ourselves..
denying ourselves that the product is cool.. and its good..
just because we dun own it..
or just because some are not willing to try new products..

seriously i have to admit i was one of those people...
just because i really doubt the phone can live up to the hype..
BUT after using it... I WAN ONE NOW!!!
haha.. okay..i am really not a fan of MAC..
but seriously.. the number of applications on the net...
the friendly interface compared to some windows OS..
just basically how it works..
and the number of functions..
just WOW-ed me..
like totally totally...

mayb its the hype or mayb that i am stuck with this louya phone..
its time to change a new hp in feb..
when my contract endsss.!!~
but again.. i am going army le.. sianss~

woooo...

2008-12-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEEEEEEE...
end of test seems like the end of a major exam...
LOL...

okayy not going to talk abt test..
cause no one wanna know mahx..

last paper i woke up late..
despite people calling me up..
despite the on time alarm clock...
i woke up 15 min late..
soo.. no choice taxi to school..
bloody uncle took the longer route..
caused me 13plus just to go sch.. grr...

after paper went clementi eat KFC... 6 dollar plus...
den went sing K box... 11 dollar...
den went bowlinggg... geez about 16 dollar...
dennn went eat some indo restaurant at lucky plaza.. 10 dollar pluss..

met bro gang..
catch BOLT~... 8.50...
den went to ton overnight at hans house..
play board games! i just love it.. haha...
no cost... interact...
hope to last a loooooong time...

OMG OMG.. i spent a wooping 64 plus plus dollars...
and geez.. i always spent on unhealty fastfood during tests/exams..
the macs and KFCs..

soo back to bolt...
wanted catch the movie sinceeee a long time..
but was kinda dissapointed...
although there are some funny and cute moments...
i think its kinda boring cause the story line is shown in the trillers already..
soooooooooo its predictable..

thats why i hate story spoillers...
somehow i feel madagascar 2 is better.. (mayb cause i nva see the triller for this)

ps: THE VOTES BELOW ARE GOING MY WAY!! the truth is out!!~

POLL

2008-12-10T18:12:00.004+08:00

Sin Yee's blog got problem so i am helping her host this poll...
Oh yeah.. pls refresh after voting... the thingy abit laggy...

Click Here for Poll Survey Software
| Polls
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| Innovation Management
View MicroPoll

If you wanna know who is Sin Yee... the link is by da side...
She is single and available..

SUPERHUMANNN!!

2008-11-16T02:07:00.002+08:00

Tired of all the work... decided to do sth to the blog..
haha cleared some links at the site and updated some..
most of the links are working now...

intro a song that i have been addicted recently...
*new song*

Superhuman-chris brown ft. Keri Hilson
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

Movie!!1

2008-11-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

So went with gab to Aston's first... hahah eat eat..
follo gab go buy shoe.. *weird color*
geez.. den after that go lido.. den say SEXDRIVE screening canceled
give us free voucher...

wanted watch high school musical 3.. but no time..
instead we watched Burn After Reading...

i give this show 3.5 stars.. hahah
one thing abt this show is either u like it a lot...
or u dun like it at all... hahaha...
this is the first time i have seen this kind of show..
the story line of the show is about no story line..haha

geez... I CANT FORGET HOW BRAD PITT DIE!! its uber gruesome and comical at the same time... hahaha...

till now.. KenN out...!

p.s my eyes are on Red Alert 3... but dun think my lappy can take it.. *shags*

SEXDRIVE

2008-11-08T02:43:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT?

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Congratulations!

You’ve won a pair of 'SEXDRIVE' preview screening tickets from TEENAGE!

The screening will be held this Monday, 10th November 2008, 7 pm at Shaw preview Gallery at Shaw House.

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hahaha yeahhh movie again... this time no more singapore movie...

OBAMA!!

2008-11-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

alrite...
so you should have known by now that Obama has won..
if you donno who is he.. you shld ought to be doing some research..
haha if you donno he won, you are slow...

Why obama won...
1) his media inluence... 30min commercial, internet(big part)
2) his age and charisma..
3) he is black (ppl determined defy stereotype)
4) McCain is old (70years) and appointing Palin as VP

I think mainly why he won was he really made use of all the media to get to his audience. The internet was a successful one, even reaching out to ppl outside the country.

lucky its US politics.. haha dun think i can comment S'pore politics like that...
i wonder when S'pore will get this freedom of speech...

contest review!

2008-11-02T15:38:00.002+08:00

http://moviexclusive.com/contest.htm

haha... as you all know.. i won the movie ticket to this noob show....
and i wrote a comment for the show.. hee..

bloody hell i dono how they watch the show until can rate the show 3 out of 5 stars...
damn cock... i was sleeping like during all the conversations la... i wanted give 0 stars cans.. LOL..

gab was pretty high and watched the whole show.. haha i think cause got a girl named ruth in it... wahahah oops..

Vietnam might ban small-chested from driving

2008-10-29T23:23:00.001+08:00

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081028/ap_on_re_as/as_vietnam_road_rules

this rule is now in place...
heard it in channel news asia...
and scratched my headd...

really dun understand... chest size??
what does chest size gotta so with health?

changggee the world....

2008-10-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

i am still living in a world of a child...
i like the hack-careness...
its just nice..
we cant achieve anything with that attitude..
haha i like slow paced..

i guess once u have tasted the life of a slow paced society...
there is no turning back...
there is one thing i cherish most in the fast paced society now..
which is the efficiency...
butttt there is must more to improve on...

i just want to change the world for the better...
hahahaha....

kaki fuyoong...

2008-10-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

I SO WANNA EAT KAKI FUUYOONNGGG...
PLS SOMEONE PEI ME...

lols.. randomness.. so here i am back from soccer..
and its 1.40am?!
i must say WOW.. how facebook really got me addicted to it..
now i think friendster sux.. hahaa...
viewing those who i havent seen for ages..
tells me how they are doing.. haa..

"throws a huggg"... i can do this anytime..
w/o a cost... but i dun do it..
hahaa.. cause ppl will get jealous..
and couples do fight because of this i tell ya..

a story that i seen on newspaper long ago..
some divorced couple had signed some agreement not to contact each other..
den one day the guy accidentally invited the girl to be his friend..
you know got one function can add all your buddies at one go..?
girl sue guy...
girl wins money -.-...

okay so i needa sleep like very soon..
here's one website i find interesting...
http://www.treehugger.com/
about ways and facts to go green :)

going to sleepy land..

facebook..

2008-10-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

so have been using facebook recently..
for dono wad reasons...

and i have been looking for a platform to upload my china pics..
and i used facebook to try it out..
its amazing how good it is.. haha..
i just realised..

just uploaded a folder out of the many..
Facebook
there ya go.. not sure if can view if not a member..

school start tmrw!~

2008-10-13T01:05:00.003+08:00

alrite... school is starting tmrw!!~~
at freakin' 8am!!!
and i am not asleep yet...
too used at sleeping ard 4am..

so when i got home today..
i dono wad made me go to facebook..
and i started using it for 2 freakin' hours..
yeah 2 hours making friends.. LOL...

so i am gonna watch some anime and sleep soon i guess...
geez~

below are the kwada outing pics..
gonna meet them on wed again:)
tennis!! table tennis!! badminton!!!
all awaiting for me on wed!!

kwada outing...

2008-10-07T03:00:00.002+08:00

yoyoz.. so here we have another kwada outing..
but kwada outing has never failed once..
somethings just brings everything up high everytime we meet..
hahaha.. so pictures soon when they send me..

hmmmm.. prices are going up...
due to the lack of competition?
remember the telecommunication war a few years back?
starhub, M1, singtel, vrigin mobile for a while..
that brought handphone rates to the lowest possible...

we need more entrepreneurs!!

china and its tainted milk...

2008-10-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

China knew it before Olympics!!

Check out China Daily..
They hardly report on the issue..
they only assures and tells the chinese..
they did not pinpoint which product are contaminated..
heyss.. are they really trying to remove the products from the shelves?!

If you noticed during the olympic period..
USA were top of the table in their news - they were counting medal count..
China were top of the table in their news - they were counting only gold medal...

and when china was trashed by USA in basketball..
china reported it like WOW!! WE'VE GOT PROGRESS!!

seriously.. all news have different stories due to propaganda.. yikes..
even in singapore..

but one thing i must say...
i think propaganda brings unity..
u must see how united they were when china hosted olympics..
days before the torch is coming to the city..
there will be people selling "I LOVE CHINA" t-shirts..
on the day itself.. loads of people will be wearing it..
it is just one of the example..

every second, they would know how many gold medal their country has achieved..
just because they keep reporting and repeating...
they would always have stories on the chinese athletes..

very different from singapore hosting F1..
almost half of the singaporeans dun care abt F1..
thats wad i think...

singaporeans really lack unity...

few weeks after returning hommme..

2008-09-14T02:14:00.003+08:00

been almost 4 weeks since i came back...
got no mood to blog at all...
lost the interest already...

sooooo been back and felt loads of difference...
first 3 days had to get used to singapore..
the food is just too different...
came back eat and vomited as i ate too much..hee

so so here i am... 28th sept...
first F1 night race in singapore..
although i think the track abit unexciting...
and wasnt really interested in F1 at first..

BUTTT..
i got tickets to the F1!!!
wootss...
witness 2 crash in my area.. LIVE.. just split seconds..
power.. wad u see is really different from the TV..
the atmosphere was uber great...
really once in a live time..
enjoyed it very much.!~

for now.. i gonna sleep haha...

I AM BACKKKKK

2008-09-03T17:31:00.001+08:00

hello everyone...
i am back in singapore!!!
woot woots...

just trying to adapt to life again...
just vomited... yikes!!

hope to update soon :)

OIAp Video...

2008-07-21T20:12:00.002+08:00

here is my video for my OIAP...
My internship will end on the 29st August...
means i am going back 1 month earlier...

boooooooooo / sis bday

2008-06-14T16:40:00.002+08:00

So nothing interesting these few days..
and i bet its gonna be the same for next few weeks..

sad to say many of our staff have left
and now we are uber short handed..
just 3 pathetic front desk personnel..
with 3 different shifts each day..
so.. here i come into the picture..
i am just a substitute...
and now i have to work night shift..

the good thing is..
there is almost nothing to do during night shift..
but i dun get to learn anything as well..
aint i here because i need to learn ???

Anyways..
12/6/08...
my sis bday...
everyone celebrating it at my home..
and i am just web caming..

and there u go..

hopes night shifts are going to disappear soon...

Desert!!!

2008-06-05T21:49:00.004+08:00

And here we go...
desert...

on the way..
see the bottom??
all the tents??
thats where they plant vegetables...
yes... the China's famous yellow river...
beh.. its just a river...

on the road... 3hours long.. beh..
and so here we reached!!
and the nasty sand riding machine..
whatever it is called.. haha..
camels!!!!!!!
and me!! riding one..

footsteps
sand sliding...
wheee... GM sliding down..
fuahhhh
me and statue.. hahahaha...
F&B manager prepared BBQ for us..
very professional...

and there we go..
end of the day...

on the way back played murderer on the bus..
but in chinese... damn hard to explain myself innocent..
hahaha...

pictures on 6/1 china children's day next...
but only a few..

SAND STORM...

2008-05-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

Boo...
I am alive and kicking...
Sandstorm.. fuahh~~!!

Sand storm reached 5 to 6 point...
haha.... so bad till it broke a few windows...
wind so strong that blow stone and sand up...

tmr going desert :P
weet... stay tuned for pics...

whee

2008-05-27T22:01:00.002+08:00

soo... report done...
company appraisal done..
weet.. hahah...
got a not bad score... hahaha...

visa some problems...
but with kenny ken ken...
and some great staffs here...
the problem should be able to be solved soon...

the local government.. hais...
this is the disappointing part..

sand storm was fun..
hee hee...
the whole sky turns yellow before the sand storm..
pics later...
gonna sleep soon...
tired...

heee.. byeee

mourning of 8.0 si chuan earthquake

2008-05-20T18:09:00.003+08:00

If u all do not know yet...
china is respecting those lost their lives in the earthquake..
by mourning for 3 days....

So...
half mask flag...
all tv stations tuned to 1.. and it is constantly report on the event..
all chinese website/newspapers are all in black and white...
us not suppose to wear red...

gah boring few days...
but how people respect them is really different..

Quote from the staff canteen:
Speak & act with genuine pleasure - who knows who is listening or watching

I really hope that all the money donated goes to the earthquake victims...
It is China after all...
hope the quote does go out to everyone...

earthquake...

2008-05-13T00:12:00.003+08:00

felt tremors todayy..
from si chuan earthquake..
swayed swayed while having a meeting...
magnitude 7.8...
kinda bad one...
can feel from so far away..

hope everything will be all right soon over at si chuan..
i'm all rite people...

one of best day ever..

2008-05-11T20:49:00.006+08:00

So if you dun know yet i went to community service with my company..
its like 3 hours away from my company..
went to help school kids living in the mountains ..

pit stop!!!
reached after 3 hrs..
look at the houses behind..
thats their homes..
yeah i sit in the bus behind..
sheeppss... mehhhh~~
on top of the house.. haa..
climbed up a small slope and reached..
saw kids running to prepare tables and chairs..
there u go... pri 1..
aint they cute?
they just sit there and wait for us..
awwwwwwwwwwwww...

our people unloading goods...
KIDS GATHER!!!..
teacher and principle getting them to line up..
and there they were... nice formation.
there the ang mo aka our GM making a speech...
cut cake... for themm
eating cakeee...
brotherss... eating cake....
lined up prepare to get goodies!!..
me and some of them..
den we went to some ones house to chill...
dun look at the seats at just seats..
its warm de ok...
i think below got charcoal burning..
and then it snowed..
EVEN HEAVIER...
after that we climbed up a hill...
to see great wall..
look at the slope.. almost 40 degrees slope..
half way!! snowed a bit... again...
reached there as well..
thats the torch chamber..
when enemy comes it will light up..
TOP!!!! victory!!

sums up all my journey...
going back that time..
was tired as hell and slept..
hahaha...

thats all for now..

sand storm...

2008-04-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

woooooooooooooot
today got SANDSTORM!!~~

cool...
they say it would last for the whole period i am here...
was working when it happened...
so no pictures...
but went out to feel the sand
LOL... how dumb rite??
like sua ku here...

this week got 3 day off cause of labour day :P
pay is coming...
so people if u want any fake stuffs can request..
esp. LV wallet and bags..
hahaha...

till den...
buhh bye!!~

Hohhot park

2008-04-22T18:41:00.006+08:00

pictures of the park / amusement park

hohhot dating...

2008-04-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

gah i took like ages uploading these 10 pics....
uber slow internet...

alrite this was the park...
they are have a match making event...

registering booth..
its 3rmb to get a date's number..
publications... self promote..
haha
loadss of themm looking..

and more...
an example... hahaha
date tips..!!
old woman looking ??

rowww of self promotion...

alrite... yesterday and today snowed...
brrrr... cold.. haha...
room temperature is about 16 degrees...

i am not sure about outside..
but i am sure its below 8 degrees...

more pictures coming soon when i have my off...
and more free time to upload...
IOU for pictures at park...

back??

2008-04-17T20:47:00.002+08:00

allrite...
internet was down for like 5days???

haiss dint solve it fast as china is china..
wolsss....
not i donno anything abt IT but..
here the stuff seems complicated to me..
hahaha..

will blog some time soon...
recently all work...
so will update when i have interesting stuff...

PS: fireworks and firecrackers are like free flow..
lols i see them quite frequently... or shld i say hearrr...

happy bday wz

2008-04-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday 7 year friend!!

the only pic i cant find with both of us..
LOLS..

buy u a meh meh when i reach back sg..
LOLS..

MONGO 3

2008-04-07T20:03:00.006+08:00

this week should not have so much pictures le ba...
some of the pics over the weekend...

fake macdonals
this is verii popular here..
together with lamb stick (below)
SHUI HUO!!~~

Bing tang hu lu
KITE!!~~
WHEEEE...
watch the people!!
arhhhh....

awwwww....
ICE CREAM...
SMOKESS.. coughhh.. UBER CHEAP!!

DONKEY!!

lamb sticks...
salty and spicy...
i like..

sauna in executive apartment!!~
whee
wheeee
wheeeeeee

GOSH!~~ i tell ya...
i am gonna die of second hand smoke..
god.. my front desk is just beside the lobby
where everyone smokes...

this is the only thing i havent gotten used to...

i'll guess more pics after thurs or fri...

MONGO 2

2008-04-04T20:28:00.010+08:00

Okayy today is Qing1 Ming2 Jie3...
Its a national holiday!!~~
So here me too.. having holiday....
having off every sat and sun!!~
So 3 days off!!!~~

Today went out.. tried a few new things...

Macdonald In Inner Mongolia!~~
There's KFC, Pizza Hut and Yoshinoya as well!!~

This cost SG$4 plus.. almost 5...
i Ordered Macspicy...
not as juicy as s'pore..
plus they have no curry sauce LOL..

FUAHHHH... HOLIDAY!~~
so many people..
my hotel is like in orchard road in the city..

they call this rou4 chuan4
its basically meat.....

cost SG 60cents per stick
their pepsi and 7 up

WATCH MOVIE!!~~
cute ???!!~~
shys... she looking at me...
SHOUTING... echoooooo..........
me stopping jay chou...!!
their movie theater..!~
not bad...

but public holiday cost 8 bucks in SG..
their back alley fish farm...
loads of fishy stuff.. haha..

someone selling joss paper...
loads of them around today...
lang4 man4 man3 wu1
its a toy shop...
but sounds wrong.. haha..
they got loads of bicycle parking..
did i mention they hav their own bicycle lane as well??
if u do not know still :)
MONGO flyer ???
hahah donno will check it out next time...
some event going on...
china Xiao3 long2 bao1

My partner wanted try sth new -_-
Dog Meat.... gosh....

It taste something between pig trotters and chicken tights...
hahaha... my partner likes it.. hahah..

It cost about SG 7 bucks

some rare bright night street...
theres was loads of lights in the sky today...
dint know was meteor
ahahha act cute... :)

PICSS 1

2008-04-02T20:15:00.005+08:00

enjoy...

reached beijing terminal 3

1st drink in china...

Hothot airport...
it was uber coldd
it was raining...

hahahah can u see it is snowing..??
it was ytd...

today weather quite good...
not as cold as ytd...

sorry guys if i dint reply you...
still adapting to this place.. LOL...
a little tired after all.. haha

SNOW!!!

2008-04-02T00:08:00.001+08:00

ok...
today it snowed..
stop...
snowed..
stop..
snowed...
stop...

ahah today was kinda free day..
tmr and the work starts...
bye.. i am tired..

2008-04-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

okok i am in mongolia le..
LOL...
met 2 managers.. and very shag..

okok i need sleep le..
BTW.. i can blog but cant see blogs...
byee!!

today is the day...

2008-03-31T01:27:00.001+08:00

alrite.. today is the day i am going to mongolia..
hahaha just packed finished...

need to sleep le.. very tired...
so hope there can blog..
till noww...
bye!~

will miss loads of people...

wowowowowow

2008-03-24T04:29:00.003+08:00

alriteeeee
long time no blog...
guess why??
lols..

i have been busy..
either meeting people...
or doing the oiap stuff..

so next this coming week..
fully booked.. haha...
most afternoon still free thou...
night mostly occupied...

alrite for those who still do not know...
i am flying on the 31st March 2008...
0930hours!!
Terminal 1!!

coming back.. i donno yet..
but still i end my attachment on 30st sept..
means.. i will spend my bday working..
haisssssss shagged....
i will miss my aunt wedding too...
080808...

skyped the manger over there..
hee hee.. it seem i got internet... :P
free laundry.. hahaha yay..
no washing clothes myself..

alrite...
i will be buzying dating people soon already...
more request still accepted..

its has been long since i said this...
Mr. KenN is happy:)
will really miss everyone...
people get ur web cams UP!!!

updatee~

2008-03-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...
today went for some ECO event..
dint know anything at all at the start..
was kinda persuaded to go...

glad i went...
ahha... meaningful event plus met new people...
overall interesting...
heee...
mayb the last event for ECO before i leave SG..

alrite so recently got few stuff ready..
luggage and stuff...
got them prepared...
thurs gonna get visa and tickets...

i have been going out lately...
not enough sleep...
haha due the the body time not adjusted..
only had like 4 or 5 hrs sleep everyday..

so tmr i guess shld be staying at home..
to catch up on my beauty sleep..
guess i dun hav this luxury when i am working..
hah so shld enjoy now...

gosh.. i really wan a psp slim before i go over..
2nd hand one oso dun mind...
so till den...
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE...

they were left standing..

2008-03-15T03:47:00.002+08:00

they were left standing...

rite...
so quite busy week....
made passport..
made visa...
bought tickets...

need to do..
background checkss..
exit permit..

american idol...
Jason Castro & David Archuleta...
GOGOGO..!!!
just love both of their voice..
envy...

i wonder...
when would the time be right..

lonelyyy

2008-03-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

So...
i am back to lonely dayz again..
haha slacked the whole day bah..
there i woke up at 3pm..
hhaa..
failed to support people..
boooo

so chatting with peeps overseas...
haha some seem nt enjoying..
some seem okie..
some seem to be doing crap job..
butttt
i still uber excited..
:)
yeabs thats rite..
cant wait to go now...

the only thing i hope that there is internet there..
the only thing i need..
to survive... haa

webcam!

2008-03-08T01:07:00.003+08:00

hahah learn from her the peace sign...

test test... webcam...
haha.. cant find any girls online to try out..
haisss have to settle with gab..
LOL...
clear rite?? its $17 bucks..
and i got the last 4 pieces..

one for me..
one for mama...
one for perl perl...
one for *drum rolls*

.........

.....

....

...

..

.

guess urself.. hahahah not going to say..

so today went out wif harry..
haha suppose go queensway...
but went sim lim first..
den in the end nva go queensway...
went cityhall...
met perl, ht, liana, shane....

den go home.. thats my day...

EMAILS!!

2008-03-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

alrite..
so here i am back...
tired and lonely day...
went eunos to replace my lamp...
went lavander to get my passport done..
went city hall for IT fair...

only last 3 hours was with someone..
other den that was alone...
playing with rubik cube till all the colours wad drop le..
poor rubik..
pity my rubik...
dear rubik.. although i solved u tens of time..
please dun die on me..
heee see i lonely till crazy...

soo...
i reached home..
dint know that i was the liason guy for Hohhot..
haha.. i was spammed with email..
ok la not spammed... but alot hahaa..
so was reading and replying most of them..
somehow i enjoy doing this..
haha sitting down and reply emails nia..
i wonder if there is such a job..

so i guess i have not much time left in SG...
people please date me...
hahahaa...
i dun wan be Mr lonely :(

1st April <-- official start working date..
so my fly mayb 2-3days before that?
keep those day free yeah??
and make me cry at the air port..
the person who does it will get a BIG gift..
:P

lazeeee full time work

2008-03-04T19:56:00.002+08:00

alritee..
long time no blog..
laze around at home the whole day..
soo nothing much...
to update..
except that less people are less free to go out with me..

alrite..
got my dumb keyboard fixed :)
thats all for now..

leap day!!

2008-03-01T00:34:00.002+08:00

alrite... todayyy..
or was it ytd was a special day..
hahaha cause it is 29 of feb...
a leap year!??!?!
and guess wad a leap year stands for?
OLYMPICS!!
where's Olympics @ Beijing!!
watashiwa at Inner Mongolia!!
thats like the closest ever in my life to Olympics..

haha alrite... abt today.. or ytd.. or should i say just now..
hahaha.. ton the whole night watching Heroes 2..
den nva sleep go airport le..
sent aik and nick...
whheeee bye bye... hope u all come Mongo..
lols...

reached home @ 12.30pm and zzzzzzz
all the way till 6..
wad a way to spend a leap year day huh?.. hahas..

den went out with buddies watched meet the spartans..
2pid show.. ahha waste money...

this week is world best friends week??
hahahaha
i donno..
my bestie hahahahahaha
wahhahahaha..
heeee
donno wad to say speechless?
haha touched?
lols... miss perl perl.. weet loves <3..
some people think i am ur 2nd bf.. hahaha

okie... happy leap year people!!~
make sure u leap around..!~

rot

2008-02-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

weet i am back....
hahah
this coming 1 month...
shall be my rotting period...

learn the art of rotting...
the rot and the rot..
do lame stuff and rot...

all go work work..
me rot..
be as lazy as possible...
be as bo liao as possible..
my lappy shall be my only company..
as for Mr. KenN lonely guy..
for all has work..

make sure u all work le..
rich rich..
pool me some money go china buy iphone..
LOLs...

kies it is getting point-less here...
byeeee

family chalet..

2008-02-24T03:36:00.002+08:00

gosh now at family chalet...
expected it to be boring so brought my lappy..
hahaa everybody is sleeping now...
left me alone...
hais...

hmmmm..
ytd went for the oiap sharing session with those who came back..
went out to eat with some of them...
amazed at how much they have to share...
ahah heard some that there is no internet...
some does not have even time to go online...
haha.. i was like NO INTERNET??!
lols.. den they say china blocked blogger...
wahhhhhhhhh cant update u all le..
left email.. hahaz..

thats all for now...
gonna watch my shows

tear

2008-02-22T00:59:00.003+08:00

when a men's tear drop..
means wad caused it means a lot to him..
that is wad i think at least..

Justin Timberlake - One Last Cry Lyrics

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you, holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings gone
I give my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
This time
Believe that I
I guess I'm down to one last cry
[Cry...]

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to wait for me
Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings gone
Gotta get over you [Gotta get over you]
Nothing for me to do [Yeah..]
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
This time..
Believe that I
I know I've gotta be strong
Cos my whole life goes on and on
And on.. and on.... [Oh..]

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my
One last cry..
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Believe that I
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down to my last cry..

L CHANGE THE WORLD...

2008-02-21T00:12:00.002+08:00

today is the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeet

alrite... OM..
screwed up grantt chart there...
i know how to draw... but why dint i??
i am still mystified by that decision there...
other den that... pretty sure that most are correct...
they are like revision paper for the past year exam papers..
so many same question..

okie.. so now....
IPT...
arg... no mood cause it is like a repeating subject...

gah so fast...
1 week from now and some peeps are flying to china already...

SHELLFISH MEE SUA

2008-02-19T22:37:00.004+08:00

just reach home...
and my mom KEN, YOU EAT ALREADY ANOT...
i tot she gonna start on her nagging on why nva eat..
den i walked to the kitchen and saw this..

my sis was cutting it...
i was excited!!~
mom say later you can use this to cook ur food..
immediately i think of DUN THROW THE WATER AWAY..!!

den i was bathing...
now is no time for OM...
time to settle my stomach...
thinking of wad ingridient i have at home...
to go with this beautiful main item...

go for something exotic or safe...
haha... 1st time cooking with it you know..
so decided to play safe..

came out of toilet...
woop up mee sua...
pour the soup.. yum yum...
cook cook...
added mee sua, ham and they called it "abalone like shellfish"
WEEEEETT!!!

heres my dish..
mee sua with ham and shellfish with sprinkled black pepper...

a dish to reward my hard day of HRM and OM...
sisters and mom all tried it and said nice..
weettt!~

here is how it taste like...
when u drink the soup...
first it is salty den when going down the throat it is sweet..
its perfect... i tell u...
one of my best dish ever...
better than my famous cheesy egg...

hopes to eat it one more time...
gah.. just how much does that shellfish cost?
guilty~

2 more days

2008-02-19T19:24:00.003+08:00

weetttttt one more down...
i cant seem to delete info on hrm and input OM...
gambatte people...

2 more days... weet..

2008-02-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

3 more days

"It's hard when the person who makes you cry is the only one that could make you stop"
-anonymous

4dayz

2008-02-17T21:14:00.002+08:00

4 dayz left..
jeans prepared..
white long sleeves prepared...
lollipop prepared...

just waiting for that day to come...

CMA over!!

2008-02-15T21:25:00.003+08:00

CMA over..
paper was kinda ok...
on the easy side i guess..
compared to past year's..

now left three more..
and one week after...
people are going to fly to china..
WOWS..
i will still be slacking.. hee..

i really pity those who still have to work during this period of time..
really cheers to them..
woohoo...
still finding a mate to study wif tmr..
all time study mates are buzy.. sobs..

6 more days...
finally saw people that i missed so much...

CMA hais..

2008-02-14T19:32:00.003+08:00

has your parents nag at you saying...
that something they spent so much money on..
and u nva take care of it
for example your laptop of yours...
on day your mom come nagging at you..
"boy arhh.. spend so much money on your lappy,
better that care of it arh!!"

the ideal reply should be...
"mom, the amount your spent is a sunk cost,
so it doesnt matter anymore.."

hahah... attempt to revise and joke..
anyways today not a particularly good day..
moody most of the times...
guess music is the thing keeping happy and getting me thru CMA..
and of cause some support from my fellow mates...
LOLs...
glad that some friends nva contact for long still sms me...
greeting me happy v day.. shoving sms choc and flowers to me..

7 more days...

happy lonely v day to myself..
pat pat.. give 2 kinder bueno

8 more days

2008-02-13T00:36:00.000+08:00

8 more days...

ppl i know exams are near but..
pls get enough rest..
to everyone..

L preview tickets

2008-02-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

10 more days...
i say it is fated means it is.. hahaha..
won a pair of preview tickets to the movie... :)

since i felt so lucky..
decided to bid on a psp slim..
4 more days left..
it would be less den a 100 if i got it..
prayss..
need some entertainment on the road at mogo..
mp3 can throw le.. sob..

11 more

2008-02-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

11 more..
i wonder..
if dreams come true..

12days

2008-02-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

12 days left..
to the quest of changing the world...
omg i havent start studying and i am already looking forward..
to the end of exams...
thanks to the guy above.. LOLs..

cant help but wait...

2008-02-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

Trey Songz-Can't Help But Wait Lyrics

I can't help but wait
Ohh uh
Can't help but wait

I see you, you with him
He ain’t right but you don’t trip
You stand by while he lies
then turn right round and forgive

I can’t take to see your face
With those tears runnin down your cheeks
But what can I do
I gotta stay true
Cause deep down I’m still a G

And I don’t want to come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Girl I can’t help but wait
Till you get that with him it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

It aint fresh to just let him call the shots
You’re a queen you should be
Gettin all that someone’s got
You should be rockin the latest in purses
bracelets and watches
You’re worth much more than an occasional
"I love you, I’m thinking of you"

And I don’t wanna come between you and your man no
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

Girl I can’t help but wait
[Can't Help But Wait lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Till you get that with him it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

Get it together
You can do better
See is believin
And I see what you need so
I’m going to play my position
Let you catch what you’ve been missing
I’m calling out

Girl cuz I can’t help but wait
Till you get that with him it don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait baby

Till you get that with him
It don’t change
Can’t help but wait
Till you see that with me it ain’t the same
Can’t help but wait
Till you see you for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can’t help but wait

Can’t help but wait
I can’t help but wait
Ohohoh
Can’t help wait
No oh no oh no oh X2

paula abdul

2008-02-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZGrpb_kzTc
look at this...
she hasnt produced a album in a decade..
paula abdul... new album song..
and this was how it became ?
she was lip sync-ing...
see and listen for yourself...
quite disappointing considering she is a judge for a worldwide singing competition..

we need all the great singers to step up!!!...
for the sake of the music industry...
thou i seldom listen to music nowadays..
mp3 broke down on me.. sob..
happy mugging people..
lols.. imma still slacking mode..

the other side...

2008-02-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/hi/1/en/hotel/
hetch?_requestid=173940&_requestid=173945
heee..
the hotel that i will be working in...
found during my lonely depressed period..
my working place is 650km from beijing only!!~~
got straight highway/railway..
cant wait to break away from this place...

xiao jing teng i shall be... :P

random

2008-02-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

all the oiap meetings is getting me excited..
excited in getting new experience..
excited mayb to get away from something?..

i will miss my friends!!!

got contact lenses..
everthing was blur... -_-

felica felica felica...
saw her at cine :)

stayed over friends..
cluedo and monopoly..

COWS.. moooooooooo

2008-01-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
cow is probably humans most fav animal..
they give us milk!!~~
wheeee...
small boy boy like muah need to drink loads..
very essential for growing up..

provides us with BEEF!!!
the top quality ones...
with juicy fats..
gives the sound "bi-zhii" when u bite on them..
awwww the juice on ur lips..
makes them so shiny....
and when u get your fingers to clean those lips..
with your pinky sticking out...
arhhhh so sexy and elegant...
and suddenly you heard "hahha...mo-jo-jo-jo"

*lols last sentence just killed it*

den here come leather...
the expensive handbag that all girls hoped for..
the cows did they little consider...
only the looks that matter...
but when they put them on...
heyy.. not the bag that shine...
its the girl herself..
really?~

hahaha de-stress post...
but wait.. since when did i have stress..
hahahaa...
i think this is the most funny post ever..
if u really go imagine...

specs broke..

2008-01-28T01:57:00.000+08:00

newspaper collection was a blast..
haaa.. my team good..
although some cock ups..
lorry dint come on time..
haiss...
pictures lata..

uber tired...
perl first time sat on lorry...
hahaha...
uber kuku gurl..
went JP to eat...

dispite tired-ness
went SOOOOCEERR...
specs broke..
played as keeper..
denn went chat chat..
kanna mock my cliques..
cause i gg mogo...

nxt day...
went make specs...
gg to get trail contacts for a mth...
getting both of them on wed..

tmr going to sch mug..
prepare for tues test...

*song recommendation*
tear drops on my guitar - talyor swift..
go listen this song..
addicted...

wrwadsfwadfweafa

2008-01-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

ihaveneverseenormetsuchapersonbeforeiguesswadpeoplesaythattherearemanydifferent
kindofpeopleinpolyiguessthatistrueiamutterlydisappointedliketotally

tiangggggggggg

2008-01-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

ohhhh here come torres.!~~
he shoots!!!~~~~
TIANG!~~
awwwwwwwwww!!!
it hits the post..!~
wad a pity!~~
great chance!~

ahhaha thats wad happen to me today..
tiang so many times..

long time nva excerise..
haha tired after 15 mins -_-
boooo...
where is the 10th place cross country guy?!~
hahaaaa...

hungry hungry...
buts it is 1AM..
shld i eat?!~

haahaha byeee

many things!~ arhh

2008-01-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...
today did newspaper publicity..
tired tired..
helped other group as well..
but the laksa there was.. uber spicy..
perl eat the ipoh hor han nt bad...
thankful for him lim... SHE CAME!~
haha my team most ppl came..

denn went back sch..
OIAP briefing..
haaha mine still havent confirm..
sue tan say their HR officer having leave..
orhhh she also say she may come mogo in june 0.0

OIAP load of things need get ready..
visa, passport, mindef
and a whole full checklist of things to b done..
getting closer getting excited..
oh ya.. met my new partner..
was nice :)
dint talk much as i was shy.. *pokes fingers*

when i hoped for calls.. no one called...
when i having meeting..
so many ppl call me.. haha..

tireddddd from all the walking...
gonna sleep... tata...

Still In Love With You lyrics

2008-01-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

hello perl - chan!!!!~~~
here to irritate u...
muhahahahahha...

here... lyrics to the new song i put up...
jonas brothers.. they are young and kinda nt bad...
the kiddish voice...

Jonas Brothers - Still In Love With You lyrics

She was all I ever wanted
She was all I ever needed
She walked out my door
Now she went away
Broke my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues
Yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won’t regret it
'Cuz I'm still in love with you

We had fun under the sun
Think it's okay she'll be my angel
We were so in love
Then she went away
Broke my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues
Yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won’t regret it
'Cuz I'm still in love with you

I don't know what's worse baby
Seeing you with him
Or being alone, on my own
No, he doesn't love you baby
Not like I did
What's the point?
You're not listening
Anyway...

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won’t regret it
'Cuz I'm still in love with…

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might have hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
Won’t regret it
'Cuz I'm still in love with you

woooo

2008-01-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm recently loads of ppl
have been telling me how high my allowance would be
when i go for my attachment in Mongolia..

i guess the reason the teacher assigned me to that place
is because i dun really have a good household income..
so it is better off for my family if i go to a place
whereby there will b no extra burden on my family..

i dun really like to bring this up..
but i guess humans are humans
we will never be satisfied with what they have in life..
we will just compare and want the best for themselves
basically we are selfish creatures..

back to life...

happy bday Marcus
happy bday SinYee
hee..

life is getting *speechless* these days..
just going each day by each day...
and doing wads i do the best..
forget what happen each day after sleep..

sometimes i just want to do sth to help..
but just u dun accept me..
how to help that way?

bye..

miss me ?

2008-01-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

hihi..
anyone missed me??
hahaha
bet not...

nva blog for a long time
partly busy partly no mood
past days things happens..
but i just cant put them down in words
i am nt a words person..
and partly due to sleep and forget le..
days are really hard to go by these days..
i donno why..

open house...
nt much...
my duty tired...

today 1st time see ven..
he just book out of army cause he sick..
haha seems bad...
first botak guy in our clique..

as for next days or weeks...
i may nt blog..
i am das..
sob*

KenN out...

nt sleeping

2008-01-15T03:33:00.000+08:00

look st the time now..
and i am nt asleep..
why why why.. tell me why...

songs?

2008-01-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

song that makes me happy

song i listen to everyday on my mp3

song that make me sad...

1 pic

2008-01-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

vitagen (endorsed by felicia) :P
and 2 hearts from sis friend wedding
nt else much

FELICIA

2008-01-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

i guess the only thing can make me happy now is Felicia Chin..
no doubt the 9pm show would make me feel with emotions everyday..
bye..

nt good mood??

2008-01-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

figured out i shld start speaking chinese..
and started a bit today..
and was like o-m-g
laughing stock of the day...
shall continue doing it..
to improve..
spoken CHINESE!!

alrite..
these few days nt exactly good mood..
hee.. listen music..
haha i dun listen songs to emo..
i use them to sooth the heart.. lols..
chim-a-logy..

today mum went for hand operation..
okok its ytd already..
hahah the hands look like D.gray man now..
oops too much animes..

alrite official today is my grandma 1st year anniversary
hopes she is well in the other world..

so this year's chinese new year..
it is gonna be at my house for the 1st time..
haha who ask my mum is lao da..
gosh... rmb this CNY need study...
haisssss

bye for now..
rmb converse with me in chinese wor!!...
only perl can speak in eng.. haha
cause she suck in chinese as well..
<3 perl
hee random..

BYEEEEEEEEEEEE

一个人

2008-01-07T03:08:00.000+08:00

sis got jolin cd from a friend..
den got a mini movie..
was touching..
addicted..
sad..

一个人 (yi ge ren)
Alone

从皮包里扯出我们的照片
cong pi bao li che chu wo men de zhao pian
From my purse, I found a picture of us
沙发要移到客厅的另一边
sha fa yao yi dao ke ting de ling yi bian
The sofa needs to be moved to the other side of the living room
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
wan fan hou ni ke yi duo chou ji kou xiang yan
After you finish eatinig dinner you can smoke a few more puffs
已经没什么人会埋怨
yi jing mei shen me ren hui man yuan
No one will complain anymore

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
qing tian yin tian jin tian you shi xing qi tian
Clear days, cloudy days, today, it's Sunday again
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
wei yi de da suan shi xing de wan yi xie
The only plan is to wake up a little later
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
fan zheng wo bu zhi dao zen yang da fa shi jian
Since I don't know how to pass the time anyways
出门或不出门没差别
chu men huo bu chu men mei cha bie
There isn't a difference between staying inside and going outside

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
yi ge ren dao di ying gai shuo you bian huo zuo bian
Should one person sleep on the right side or left side
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
liang ge ren lian yi ci zheng chao dou zhi de ji nian
Even one argument between two people is worth remembering
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
yi ge ren ou er gan dao jimo zai suo nan mian
Sometimes one person may feel like lonliness is hard to avoid
你的气味还留在枕头边
ni de qi wei hai liu zai zhen tou bian
Your smell still lingers next to my pillow

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
yi ge ren wo chong xin shi ying yi qie bu fang bian
One person, I start to adapt to the inconvienience
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
liang ge ren bu yi ding jiu cheng quan yi ge shi jie
Two people don't always complete a world
一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
yi ge ren guan deng kan jian ji yi de heng qie mian
One person turns off the lights and sees memories' unruly side
没有光线过去那些情节更明显
mei you guang xian guo qu na xie qing jie geng ming xian
Without a cable to cross over, the plot is more obvious (?)

晴天阴天今天又是星期天
qing tian yin tian jin tian you shi xing qi tian
Clear days, cloudy days, today, it's Sunday again
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
wei yi de da suan shi xing de wan yi xie
The only plan is to wake up a little later
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
fan zheng wo bu zhi dao zen yang da fa shi jian
Since I don't know how to pass the time anyways
出门或不出门没差别
chu men huo bu chu men mei cha bie
There isn't a difference between staying inside and going outside

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边
yi ge ren dao di ying gai shuo you bian huo zuo bian
Should one person sleep on the right side or left side
两个人连一次争吵都值得纪念
liang ge ren lian yi ci zheng chao dou zhi de ji nian
Even one argument between two people is worth remembering
一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
yi ge ren ou er gan dao jimo zai suo nan mian
Sometimes one person may feel like lonliness is hard to avoid
你的气味还留在枕头边
ni de qi wei hai liu zai zhen tou bian
Your smell still lingers next to my pillow

一个人我重新适应一切不方便
yi ge ren wo chong xin shi ying yi qie bu fang bian
One person, I start to adapt to the inconvienience
两个人不一定就成全一个世界
liang ge ren bu yi ding jiu cheng quan yi ge shi jie
Two people don't always complete a world
一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面
yi ge ren guan deng kan jian ji yi de heng qie mian
One person turns off the lights and sees memories' unruly side
没有光线过去那些情节更明显
mei you guang xian guo qu na xie qing jie geng ming xian
Without a cable to cross over, the plot is more obvious (?)

...更明显...
...geng ming xian...
...more obvious...

new skin

2008-01-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

new skin
new song
probably new beginning

sorry abt yesterday...
and this morning.. (only applies to someone)

Sorry, Blame It On Me lyrics

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

special tuna..

2008-01-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

i think i am going crazy..
donno..
really donno wad to do...

i am always feeling hungry but dun feel like eating..
but just now i just made tuna..
with lime, chilli flakes, black pepper and white pepper..
if you know me well enough you might know wadz wrong with the dish..
ate it all down...

no more mood to blog..
bye..

hotdogs!~

2008-01-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

first..
are you guys stressed over projects??
take a break
HAVE A HOTDOG!~
alrite cut the crap..

04/01/08
@ underpass
11am to 6pm
booth 11

alrite..
done with the publicity..
haha.. back to business..
hias.. these few days have been thinking a lot..
OIAP and other things..
cant really sleep till 3am..

i donno mayb i am thinking too much or wad..
hmmm.. if i go OIAP.. i will be gone from apr to oct..
that would probably mean that i cant celebrate 2 person bday..
and that would probably mean a lot of things..
met my partner also..
he very diao.. he very unsure if he wants to go anot..
i hopes he back out.. LOL..
i need a more confident person as my partner!~ LOl..

thats it..
buh bye..
haha hope i dun think too much le..

bye 2007..

2007-12-31T15:09:00.000+08:00

sum up 2007?!~..
first happy to be back in brotherhood..
LOL.. as crazy as always..
some or mayb just 1 going army le..
may we stick together forever.. hahaz..

next bff..
HIHI... this para dedicated to you..
lols grew closer..
always asked each other for advice
but our answer would be go think yourself..

next starie-chan..
hihi.. this para dedicated to you..
funny how our relationship is from hot to cold to hot..
but all thanks to you...
i am all ready... mature?? and able to think...

hihi 6yr friend
going 7yr le HAHA..

hihi gab..
go for it.. (if u know wad i mean)
hee..

hihi von..
haha thanks for being there when i needed someone..
after so long... now den thank...

and to some really fun BIT lecture friends..
hihi... thanks for being part of my life..

hmmm.. needa rush off..
byeeeeeeeee going family BBQ..

sim lim

2007-12-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

我承认我的华语很不行
所以从今天起，
请用华语和我沟通！

alrite..
enough with the chinese..
lols..

today Kenny Ken kEn went..
Sim Lim with Gabby Gab gAb..
lols...
i wanted to buy RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrAM
RAM luh..
so i bought it..
uber cheap..
1gb for 29 bucks nia..
lowest price i think i have seen..
checked out price of webcam..
as well..

den walk walk..
den eat laksa.. wooo.. uber spicy..

reached home.. test test..
really fast liaoz..
den went out with mummy and lil sis
ate bak kut teh..
wheeeeee
den grocery shopping as per normal..

wad i wanted to emphasize is that..
i ate 2 of my fav food in a day!~
hahahaha...

KenN out!~
checking out the com yo!

华文

2007-12-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

你们好！
我今天会用华文来blog
是因为要镇证明，有什么困难都可以解决的。
我不知道能做什么了。
你可以通过这难关的！

今天要说的就是学校批准我去oiap了。
等另一边批准就能去了。
大多数都很开心。
只有一个东西放不下而已。

moral..

2007-12-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

today is speechless..
hahahah..
i spent 7 bucks on traveling...
traveling around aimlessly..
hahaha...
ultimately got what i wanted for 30 sec..

i felt very sad..
not for me.. but singaporeans..
through out my whole day out..
saw 2 pregnant lady and 1 old woman..
really in need of a seat..
i see hundreds of people sitting..
but no one offers..
only 1 did actually..

i felt like slapping on those people sitting..
and shout at them..
what is this world coming too..
really pathetic creatures..
the super pissed off scene for today...

to everyone..
you can lose everything..
your money.. fame.. and so on...
but there is one thing that you cannot lose..
which is your moral..
live by it, people..
thats the only thing i can say.. ahaha..

i am like giving lessons here..
previously on dilemma..
today on moral..

oh ya.. have you all see alien vs predator 2 tag line?
"the worst place to be,
is in the middle"
haha.. saw it on mob tv..
that sums up my lesson on dilemma..
weet..

lastly thanks bff ( some new term i just learnt )
LOL...
for the present...
and bon voyage..
flyy flyyy...
haha

dilemma

2007-12-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...
have you been in a situation that you are stuck..
you do not know what to do..
then you just sit there doing nothing...
knowing that doing nothing would not help..
but you still cant decide on what to do..

ever felt that way before?

picture this...
sometimes hopes comes and you get happy..
then hopes diminish and you get sad...
imagine it goes in a cycle..
ouch..

just like stabbing you with a knife..
in out in out in out in out...
or like running a person over with a car..
forward reverse forward reverse...

this maybe one of the reason why life is so complicated..
people just do not know the answers to their problems..
they cant find them..

so what to do now??
let nature takes its course??..
may sound easy as it gets..
but it is not at all..

thats all for lesson on dilemma..
class dismiss..

weeet...

2007-12-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

weeet..
after f-i-v-e..
got tgt..
yays..
happy luh.!~
happy to see us tgt..

hope you guys like ur presents..
6yr friend say i gt weird taste..
hee bestie trust me taste..
i like unique (du2 yi1 wu2 er4) stuff...
so sometime taste a bit weird de..
LOLs.. dun blame me on that haha..

XMAS party..

2007-12-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

weet alrite...
Xmas eve party at my house..
pictures TALK..!~
weet HAM!~
Look at that.. its nice.. :P

Salmon Sushi feast :)
What would Xmas be w/o log cake?
Another one..
dessert!~

drinks..
booze!~
alcohol...
BBQ!~

GAME TIME!~
water spiting game..
I WON!~
apple bitting game..

looks easy but it is really hard..back to school...
translate english to hokkien..
uber funny..

ballon stepping..

SAY cheese with sis..
theme: face
theme: class
theme: spastic
theme: rabbit
theme: i donnno... LOL..
theme: cute
theme: emo
theme: elegance

PARTY TIME..

kanna targeted..

PRESENTS TIME..
me receiving..
me giving...
MR. SANTA!~

hee.. nxt BBQ at new's year eve..
tata..
tmr gonna be a nice day i can predict..

ESKIBAR

2007-12-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

argg... thurs was a worrying day for me..
whole day just worry worry..
hais...
only took care of one..
only could worry for other due to certain barriers..
they kept saying dun let me stuck in the middle..
i can only hope so now..

nxt day..
made sure one was alrite..
be4 i went escape..
had fun of cause.. but wasnt as noisy..
mayb just felt that someone was missing..

just before going home..
went to shop alone..
this must be the first time i did this..
just buying stuff for people who are close to me..
just gonna appreciate them now..
i donno wadz gonna happen soon..

somehow brotherhood felt that i was down..
mayb.. they planned another trip to eskibar..
i tot i could freeze everything there..
but.. the other was feeling down...
yet again i couldnt do anything..

it was -8 degree in there..
it turned my beer into little ice..
i think we stayed 1 and half hours in there..
came out with hand and toes hurting..
other part were fine..

went to a bro house..
watched movie for a little while..
had Macdonald's..
was a bit dizzy so i slept for a while..
like 30 mins..
played some board games..
slept at 6am..
woke up at 12pm..
play board games again..
went home..

have been watching prison break..
sleeping and eating since then..

both of you are important to me alrite...
hope to end this soon..
best if y'all could be friends..
love ya both..

BROTHERHOOD ESCAPE!~

2007-12-19T01:12:00.000+08:00

alrite.....
morning was great..
pillow abit wet.. LOLs..

afternoon...
queensway with brotherhood..
buy bday present..
we found a HP (lousy hp anyways) and returned..
got $10 for kind act..

went play lan..
yeah man.. i suck..
hahas.. cause long time no play..
ermmm we caught a couple in toliet doing some indecent act..
i think they eating ben and jerrys.. haha if u understand..
if not dun wan pollute ur mind..

night went play soccer..
gahh the wet floor..
plus my high center of gravity..
ouch.. fell.. few scratches..

went for guys talk.. LOLs..
hmm wad does G means?

alrites.. congrats to the brotherhood..
now everyone is legal as of today!~.. wooo
haha can anyhow...................
......
.....
....
...
..
.
drink le.. haha wad u thinking...
although i nt very fond of hard liquor
we are going to go bar soon!~
weet..

funny quote,
mr R is sick and not eating medicine and tells us the reason why,
"I do not eat drugs, they harm my body, i believe god would heal me"

hmm did i fail? lols..
GTG.. byee...!~

*update*
hmmm.....
no one likes to be left out for sure
this is to u bro...
u got us...
(i doubt u will read this too haha)

STAR AWARDS...

2007-12-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahhahahahahahah
ahhahahahahahahhahahahaha
alrite... i am laughing out loud now..

alrite.. just finished watching star awards..
the 10 most popular female artise..
no ou xuan(shocking), no bai wei xiu, no dawn..
hahaha....
only got FELICA CHIN!~~!!~!~
wahhahahaha...

now watching asian idol..
got few super stars...
shall go watch le...
i think all the 3 girls got good chances..
but i think malaysia would win!~

*update.*
SINGAPORE WON...
abit shocked as all the judges did nt expect him to him...
but still proud of him..
hardy mirza...
i like taufik thou.. hahaha...

*update*
i am feeling wad more than words can describe..
touched..
thanks.. :)

star chasers...

2007-12-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

alrite.. papers are done..
ytd was star chasers..
haha first went see fan wei qi..
den luo zhi xiang..
hahhaha...
no pics thou :)
they were kinda strict abt it..

gonna stay home for today..
very tired..
legs were tired..
hahahaha...

ytd was a touching and confusing day for me as well..
hahahah..
kinda contradicting..
sth like happy plus sad..
hahahaha...
thats all..

hahaha...
ever felt that you like dear kelly?
try this.. ahhaha

i think i gonna start on prison break...
yes yes.. i am slow.. ahhaha..
buh bye...

fan fan fan fan fan fan wei qi

2007-12-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

nothing to do with my mood..
haha.. just that friday she coming to NP
and few of us will be going to watch her..

sooo... listening to some of her songs..
so that can kinda hum or sing along..

hmmm... looking forward to the all guys outing..
gonna celebrate the bdays we cant celebrate during this week
clique guys at last all at age limit...
go zouk.. hahaha... jk...
i guai de...

for now thats all..
study hard people.. while i study soft...
i reckon that the best place to study is on the bus w/o tv mobile...
tv mobile sucks... disrupt the peace i have...
seriously who really watch them...
all the repeat shows plus advertisements(main reason for that i guess)..

gotta go study abit be4 i sleep..
8.30am papers for nxt 2 days..
GOOD LUCK PPL!!~~..
ALL THE BEST :p

最長的電影 | Zui Chang De Dian Ying| The Longest Movie

2007-12-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

dun feel like talking...
for potatoes like me..
translation are there..

最長的電影
詞/曲：周杰倫
Ci / Qu : Zhou Jie Lun
Lyrics / Music: Jay Chou

我們的開始是很長的電影
Wo men de kai shi shi hen chang de dian ying
Our relationship is the longest movie

放映了三年
Fang ying le san nian
It has been showing for three years

我票都還留著
Wo piao dou hai liu zhe
I'm still keeping the ticket

冰上的芭蕾腦海中還在旋轉
Bing shang de ba lei nao hai zhong hai zai xuan zhuan
The ballet on ice is still revolving in my mind

望著你慢慢忘記你
Wang zhe ni man man wang ji ni
Looking at yet slowly forgetting you

## 朦朧的時間我們溜了多遠
Meng long de shi jian Wo men liu le duo yuan
In the haze of time How far we have skated

冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變
Bing dao hua de quan Quan qi le shei gai bian
The circles made by the skates' blades, whoever's in it changes

如果再重來會不會稍嫌狼狽
Ru guo zai chong lai Hui bu hui shao xian lang bei
If we could start all over again, will it be a tad too awkward

愛是不是不開口才珍貴 ##
Ai shi bu shi bu kai kou cai zhen gui
Is love more precious when it is kept in the heart?

** 再給我兩分鐘
zai gei wo liang fen zhong 　
Please give me two more minutes

讓我把記憶結成冰
Rang wo ba ji yi jie cheng bing
Let me freeze these memories forever

別融化了眼淚　
Bie rong hua le yan lei
Don't let your tears fall

你妝都花了
Ni zhuang dou hua le
Smudging your makeup

要我怎麼記得
Yao wo zen me ji de
How can I remember?

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

記得你叫我忘了吧
Ji de ni jiao wo wang le ba
I remember you told me to forget

你說你會哭
Ni shuo ni hui ku
You said you would cry

不是因為在乎 **
Bu shi yin wei zai hu
But not because you care

OIAP

2007-12-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

i shldnt be blogging but i am here anyways..
hehehe i increased the number of snowflakes..
made it more laggy..

woo..
someone finished using up the ink of a brand new pen in 2 days..
just by studying..
wow..
WOW...
impressive...

lately i see all the eyebags..
wheeee very fun to make fun of them..
especially when i dun have them..
yays!~

when i took off my specs today...
someone commented i have girls eyes..
HAHHAHAHAA..
i am proud of my having no eyebag
and having dual eyelid..

oh went for OIAP interview..
found out that how much my chinese deteriorated
over the past 2 years..
now now...
need to find a way to get my chinese acceptable standard..

everyone is sick due to the late nights and erratic weather..
take care alrite??

*back to study i hope hahaha...

random

2007-12-05T02:25:00.000+08:00

*WARNING- random post*

today really learnt many things..
things maybe around us..
just that we do not observe them..

first today i must comment on this..
watched news.. and was happy..
finally the world is taking action to save the earth..
i am glad..
i believe although there is already global warming..
we still need to do our part to stop it..
i believe mama earth would us a second chance..

so let me use my blog.. (although nt so popular)
just to say you can start now..
just by using less electricity..
or planting a plant in your house..
2 most simple thing everyone can do..
save electricity, save the earth, enjoy the sky

learnt many things as well..
chatted with a few people..

observed also that what you want you would not have..
like the IRRITATING bus in the morning..
you wan it to come but it just wun...
or like u wan the bus to travel faster..?
it broke down or traffic jam.. in your face..

also i think that dogs make good pet..
ask the dog to fetch and it would..
really suits some people..
but do remember..
dogs are fairly loyal, dun just get one for the sake of getting one..
dun just treat it nice for a while den throw it away..

sometimes i pity dogs too..
i think they do get lonely too..
they should hav FRIENDS!~
so i think get 2 or more..
they would HAPPY!~
thats unless if the owner is not a dog himself..

on the other hands...
i pity humans too..
they have really many friends..
i am glad i have found some TRUE friends..
to treasure them is an uphill, ongoing task..
with only the best tool on earth, TIME..
would we know who is best and who is not...

now time.. would you gimme time to study?!~
hahahahs..
*crap sentence, i dint know how to end this post LOL*

ps... emo and angry has totally no link..

KenN out..